first of all i 'd like to thank whoever -even if it was somekind of ad trick- subscribed me for 3 weeks here,unfortunately i was bedridden for the most part of it and with no internet access,so i just saw all the cool things without the time to explore it
really thanks though,da looks better with all these i will want back in as a subscriber i want css journals and stats as how many people farted whilst looking at your deviations,which ones,at what time,and what had they ate

be careful of what you wish for.._{i guess.kinda messed up.grown up.and grown out of things.
past 6 months..well whatever does not kill you,makes you stronger,right?decisions.
when should someone stop asking for more and settle with what he holds or is given to him?should he?
maybe its hybris.maybe yeah... time will tell.
and as always time leaves scars.
well
hell
not.Hell is stable,maybe paradise is too.Everything else is ever moving.
somewhere here i ll stop mumbling for now,either way i could certainly be accused of being very vague.
which is one letter away from vogue.scaaaary.
back in ioannina.still wet and cold for the most,warm and sunny sometimes.and bleak occasionally.will get through.}

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and heres the song (of course!) that haunts poor old me at this period.




Non Prophets - The Cure [link]


Don't deny that sick feeling in your stomach you can't run from it
let it guide you into high view and move beyond the summit
from peeks to valleys speed through alleys if it's done quick
you'll have time to find the caves where the days are never sunlit

find the scriptures made by a society of blind men
who suggest the best direction's where you most likely will find them..
dead set on checkmates embracing a chess set
when bedspreads get wet they're left with the scent of death threats

in 7 seconds I'll become undone, I'm breaking through
if you're around by the time I reach number one I'm taking you
You're not the traveling type? Then hide your baggage better
before you die a normal death and write the average letter

about your internal furnace
and how life's a sexually transmitted disease that you contracted from her kiss
when a boy writes off the world it's done with sloppy misspelled words if
a girl writes off the world it's done in cursive

I'm searching for the cure
this is a sickness
can you hear me, love?

I kick dirt for what it's worth listening to the birds chirp
the same cryptic speech that the breeze speaks and sea repeats
recognizing the cycles with every passing day
writing full demands in the sand with my toe til crashing waves washed it away

I watch what I say now but I hate it
trying to make my mark, afraid of the dark nature of vague statements
that plague vacant parking lots where shopping carts go uncollected
that sick feeling in my stomach start to leave my heart and soul infected

I won't accept it. I do my best to reject patterns til it hurts
every second making bad turns for the worse
she's getting further away I can feel it in the way my bones ache
The ocean sealed it's lips, now the waves won't break

The secrets it won't say has got us trying to break codes in churches
and lately I've been hating its soul purpose
when a boy writes off the world it's done with sloppy misspelled words if
a girl writes off the world it's done in cursive

I'm searching for the cure
this is a sickness
can you hear me, love?

Now I look for air pockets to pick, walk with a stick, start picking locks with it
opening up heart-shaped lockets with little arguments
the tawdry trinkets start to split and contradict
those who say one thing but think the opposite

I bit the dust tongue kissing documents in a smoke stack
faith is harder to swallow than pride it, turns our throats black
I want my home back. I know that's not an available option
it's the way that I'm walking in between a cradle and coffin

that makes me pace myself. if half the battle is done right
the other half won't take my health while jacking my shadow's sunlight
to crack it open and find the space between my breaths are desolate
life is just a lie with an "f" in it and death is definite

But after I scratched the surface
I never saw the calm before the storm act so nervous
when a boy writes off the world it's done with sloppy misspelled words if
a girl writes off the world it's done in cursive

I'm searching for her
Can you hear me, love?